I don’t get it.

jennifurnguyen:

It’s like it’s be 394389439549 months, since we’ve talked. Like a real conversation. It’s been awhile since I’ve seen you in person. It’s been a while since I’ve heard your voice. I haven’t really thought of you. You never really come to mind, but then one picture, one simple ‘hi’ from you ruins it all. It’s making me miss you much. I don’t get it. We could stop talking for however long, but then moment you say hi, all I want to do is talk to you. All that’s on my mind is you. I don’t like it, not one bit cause I know it’ll end the same as before. I’ll be left here alone, hurt

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jennifurnguyen:

Throwback~

Please, stop playing with me. My feelings for you are real. I miss having you there. But, I won’t let you hold me back from happiness. We’ll be friends and nothing more. Stop, giving me mix signals~

Yeah. It does bother me.

jennifurnguyen:

It bothers me, that we’re complete strangers now. How, we used to talk 24/7 since the moment I wake up to the moment I sleep. How, you would sing to me. How, you would always be the one who cheers me up. How, you would always know how to make me laugh. How, you would stay up with me. How, I could tell you anything. How, we felt so comfortable with each other. How, you made all those promises. How, you made me felt like I actually meant something to you. Yeah, it does bother me now all of a sudden we’re strangers. Yes, from time to time I think of it, of ‘us’ and I start to miss you but, I won’t let it knock me down. I won’t let it hold me back. I won’t let you whole me back. I want to move forward. You’ll always mean something to me, but there’s others out there. I won’t let one person hold me back from smiling, being happy. 

why did you have to call me? why did you let me hear your voice? why? 

Sometimes, people cry not because they’re weak. It’s because they’ve been through so much. They’re tired. They can’t take it anymore.They’re crying because of frustration. They’ve had enough.
I can honestly say I’m actually pretty ‘okay’ ‘happy’ right now.

I have my best friends and I’m in the bay, and I get to talk to you everyday. Yeahs, 

'Its not that easy forgetting the past . Especially when it made such a huge impact in your life.'
memorieskeepmegoing-:

This here is my bestfriend, Julie Tram Thanh Le. She’s beautiful and amazing, there’s 2 side to her a nice and bitchy. I’ve known her long enough for her to show me both. We have a lot in common. She’s who she is because of what shes been through. People first impression of her is ‘She’s a bitch’ Wtf? You don’t even know her and you’re judging her. You don’t even take the time to get to know her like I have. She’s actually very nice and sweet. She has a great sense of humor. We’re not the type of best friends who hangs out 24/7 or talk 24/7. We’re the type who makes fun of each others, hits each other, laugh at each others pain, calls each other names ;3. But, we know we would be there for each other if anything, we would stand up for each other, back each other up, etc. I feel so comfortable being myself around her. She brings the best out of me. Even if she isn’t the best with words she’s there to listen, she tries to understand me. It may be weird but even the littlest, simplest talk with her leave me with a smile. Throughout the school year many came and left but she stuck with the whole time. It was just matter of how ‘close’ we were. Right now, our friendship is going so strong. I never met a girl like her. So strong yet so kind and loving. She stood up for me, and she made me a stronger person. Yes, we have argue over the stupidest little things but it’s because of those little arguments we’ve became stronger. She’s like a part of my family. My parents learn to love her. Her little brother and my little sister get along. I can say, from the moment we met I knew she was gonna last. She wasn’t those type of friends who I was ‘so close’ with for a month or two then fade afterwards. She was that type of friend who we actually got to know each other slowly and we get on each others nerves but we still love each other. We have our moments. We’ve made wonderful, unforgettable memories and we know there’s more to come. <3
                            I’m so lucky to call this girl my best friend.

memorieskeepmegoing-:

This here is my bestfriend, Julie Tram Thanh Le. She’s beautiful and amazing, there’s 2 side to her a nice and bitchy. I’ve known her long enough for her to show me both. We have a lot in common. She’s who she is because of what shes been through. People first impression of her is ‘She’s a bitch’ Wtf? You don’t even know her and you’re judging her. You don’t even take the time to get to know her like I have. She’s actually very nice and sweet. She has a great sense of humor. We’re not the type of best friends who hangs out 24/7 or talk 24/7. We’re the type who makes fun of each others, hits each other, laugh at each others pain, calls each other names ;3. But, we know we would be there for each other if anything, we would stand up for each other, back each other up, etc. I feel so comfortable being myself around her. She brings the best out of me. Even if she isn’t the best with words she’s there to listen, she tries to understand me. It may be weird but even the littlest, simplest talk with her leave me with a smile. Throughout the school year many came and left but she stuck with the whole time. It was just matter of how ‘close’ we were. Right now, our friendship is going so strong. I never met a girl like her. So strong yet so kind and loving. She stood up for me, and she made me a stronger person. Yes, we have argue over the stupidest little things but it’s because of those little arguments we’ve became stronger. She’s like a part of my family. My parents learn to love her. Her little brother and my little sister get along. I can say, from the moment we met I knew she was gonna last. She wasn’t those type of friends who I was ‘so close’ with for a month or two then fade afterwards. She was that type of friend who we actually got to know each other slowly and we get on each others nerves but we still love each other. We have our moments. We’ve made wonderful, unforgettable memories and we know there’s more to come. <3

                            I’m so lucky to call this girl my best friend.

So, today’s our 8 months <3

Damn, we’ve known each other for almost 2 years~ but it’s official for 8 months. We’ve been on and off a lot~ but we still keep that date <3 I don’t know if we’re on or off right now, but we’re in good conditions. I like you a lot <3

I really like you, I like everything about you.

jennifurnguyen:

Problem is, I don’t want to. Because I know in the end, you’d be with her and I’d be over here hurt.

Ainsley Mai Nah Yang,
Last but not least, Ainsley. She’s beyond my bestfriend but at times I still call her that. She’s my sister, closest. I tell her anything, everything. My family already treats her like family. It’s amazing, she changed my mom point of views on my friends. Yeah, I don’t hang out with her much, I don’t talk to her online, on the phone. But we just have a special bond. We get on each others nerves alot but we still understand what each other’s going through. To keep this simple, I’ve known her since January 10’ &amp; Ever since, she’s been there and haven’t left. I really hope summer don’t split us. I love her oh’ so much~~~ and thankful for her.

Ainsley Mai Nah Yang,

Last but not least, Ainsley. She’s beyond my bestfriend but at times I still call her that. She’s my sister, closest. I tell her anything, everything. My family already treats her like family. It’s amazing, she changed my mom point of views on my friends. Yeah, I don’t hang out with her much, I don’t talk to her online, on the phone. But we just have a special bond. We get on each others nerves alot but we still understand what each other’s going through. To keep this simple, I’ve known her since January 10’ & Ever since, she’s been there and haven’t left. I really hope summer don’t split us. I love her oh’ so much~~~ and thankful for her.

Julie Tram Thanh Le,
Okay, so she’s my second best friend. It took us awhile to get to this title. Techincally she’s my third but we go way back so yeahs.  We had an amazing beginning. It started as us being cousin in laws, but then as days past. We got into arguements after arguements and it was just all bad. But then, I remember once she said ‘Jennifer, being your friend isn’t easy but I’m trying. I won’t leave you.’ &amp;Till this moment she hasn’t. She’s one of those person that stuck through it all with me this year. From the very beginning. and now look where we are, we’re closer than ever. Yes, we still get on each others nerves but I know if I ever need anything I can count on her, and she can do the same. I never really had a girl best friend. I’ve called plenty best friends. But Julie, is someone who I actually mean it too. She’s that person that’s stubborn, bitchy, harsh, blunt but it’s because of what she’s been through. I’ve seen both sides of her and I love them. She’s tooken her time to get to know me, and understand what I’ve been through. I don’t know what I’d do without her. She’s truly amazing. We’ve had a picture in every month of this year so far, and I hope summer will keep us strong and our journey will be worthwhile. I love you Julie.

Julie Tram Thanh Le,

Okay, so she’s my second best friend. It took us awhile to get to this title. Techincally she’s my third but we go way back so yeahs.  We had an amazing beginning. It started as us being cousin in laws, but then as days past. We got into arguements after arguements and it was just all bad. But then, I remember once she said ‘Jennifer, being your friend isn’t easy but I’m trying. I won’t leave you.’ &Till this moment she hasn’t. She’s one of those person that stuck through it all with me this year. From the very beginning. and now look where we are, we’re closer than ever. Yes, we still get on each others nerves but I know if I ever need anything I can count on her, and she can do the same. I never really had a girl best friend. I’ve called plenty best friends. But Julie, is someone who I actually mean it too. She’s that person that’s stubborn, bitchy, harsh, blunt but it’s because of what she’s been through. I’ve seen both sides of her and I love them. She’s tooken her time to get to know me, and understand what I’ve been through. I don’t know what I’d do without her. She’s truly amazing. We’ve had a picture in every month of this year so far, and I hope summer will keep us strong and our journey will be worthwhile. I love you Julie.

Darren Dat Tran Nguyen,
My first best friend. I never knew the true meaning of best friend until I met him. I used to call whoever I was &#8216;close&#8217; to at the moment my best friend until I met him. He&#8217;s amazing. We met back in march &#8216;10 but we started talking summer, and got close then. We spent a lot of time during summer together. So much, that I eventually formed a mini crush on him. But then, as every night we started talking then school came around I realize he was more best friend material. And I&#8217;m so thankful for him. ~~~ tbc.

Darren Dat Tran Nguyen,

My first best friend. I never knew the true meaning of best friend until I met him. I used to call whoever I was ‘close’ to at the moment my best friend until I met him. He’s amazing. We met back in march ‘10 but we started talking summer, and got close then. We spent a lot of time during summer together. So much, that I eventually formed a mini crush on him. But then, as every night we started talking then school came around I realize he was more best friend material. And I’m so thankful for him. ~~~ tbc.

Marvin Silchong Lu,
He’s my third best friend but in a way my first. I really don’t know how we became best friends so fast but it just happened. We met on March 31st at Celebrate Smedberg. He started to talk to me that night, I was like okay.. hah. Then ever since we’ve talked everyday. My day wouldn’t be complete if I didn’t get to talk to him. It felt so easy to open up to him, with love problems, with family. &amp; He did the same. I did have my doubts, of calling him best friend too fast. It started as rutter best friend/smedberg best friend. But as we kept talking he took the smedberg out. I felt he was more like a best friend than Darren. He was actually there listening. caring, concerning. He made me feel not alone. I told Darren, after we had our long break of not talking, whoever called me bestfriend I’d go with it but it didn’t feel right. I missed you, but then I met Marvin. And it all changed. He didn’t replace you, no one could just he was a better best friend. &amp; I love both as much. But I’m so thankful for Marvin. Everynight I’d say that. He got me to smile again for reals. He got me not worrying. He helped me with guy problems, he would warn me about things. People say ‘Oh, you like Marvin.’ ‘You guys are so close’ Blah Blah~ truth is, I love Marvin but only best friend wise. Nothing more,  I never thought of him more than a bestfriend. I’m blessed to have him in my life, and I hope he goes nowhere soon.~ I plan to hang out with him at least once over summer, and to get more pictures with this chinky buttface &lt;3

Marvin Silchong Lu,

He’s my third best friend but in a way my first. I really don’t know how we became best friends so fast but it just happened. We met on March 31st at Celebrate Smedberg. He started to talk to me that night, I was like okay.. hah. Then ever since we’ve talked everyday. My day wouldn’t be complete if I didn’t get to talk to him. It felt so easy to open up to him, with love problems, with family. & He did the same. I did have my doubts, of calling him best friend too fast. It started as rutter best friend/smedberg best friend. But as we kept talking he took the smedberg out. I felt he was more like a best friend than Darren. He was actually there listening. caring, concerning. He made me feel not alone. I told Darren, after we had our long break of not talking, whoever called me bestfriend I’d go with it but it didn’t feel right. I missed you, but then I met Marvin. And it all changed. He didn’t replace you, no one could just he was a better best friend. & I love both as much. But I’m so thankful for Marvin. Everynight I’d say that. He got me to smile again for reals. He got me not worrying. He helped me with guy problems, he would warn me about things. People say ‘Oh, you like Marvin.’ ‘You guys are so close’ Blah Blah~ truth is, I love Marvin but only best friend wise. Nothing more,  I never thought of him more than a bestfriend. I’m blessed to have him in my life, and I hope he goes nowhere soon.~ I plan to hang out with him at least once over summer, and to get more pictures with this chinky buttface <3

I&#8217;m a girl, who&#8217;s figuring herself out.
A girl, with
 a loving family. 
4 best friends. 2 guys/2 girls. They&#8217;re both different in their own ways but when it comes down to it I have 2 best friends. 
I&#8217;m working on being more happier, not caring what other thinks. 
Being myself, 
loving/missing the bay area~
infatuated.
confused. 
bipolar. 
loves unicorns/dolphins&lt;3
It isn&#8217;t easy being my friend, many have given up but there are those who stuck with me. 
Having a good summer~

I’m a girl, who’s figuring herself out.

A girl, with

  •  a loving family.
  • 4 best friends. 2 guys/2 girls. They’re both different in their own ways but when it comes down to it I have 2 best friends.
  • I’m working on being more happier, not caring what other thinks.
  • Being myself,
  • loving/missing the bay area~
  • infatuated.
  • confused.
  • bipolar.
  • loves unicorns/dolphins<3
  • It isn’t easy being my friend, many have given up but there are those who stuck with me.
  • Having a good summer~
Bestfriend ;3

jennifurnguyen:

I finally got to hang out with him today. No one else but me and him. We caught up on things, he opened up to me. I did the same, we were just messing around. We aren’t the type of best friends who are friendly to each other, and all nice. He’s such an ass, he threw grass all over me then tackle me ;3 We were just being losers <3 He told me how, I’m one of his closest friends and he wants to spend more time with me this summer and make up for the past. He made me smile (‘: Also, when I said. ‘Psh, we can never be friends’ He said ‘hell yee because we’re bestfriends.<3’ Today couldn’t have been better. I’m looking forward to this summer with him.

 I’m so bless to have him <3